(via samanthajz)
We cannot push ourselves awayfrom this quiet, even in our spreesof inattention, the departing passengersstubbing out their smokes, arrivees in tears,lots of cellophane, the rumpus over parking.Wind scrapes leaves across the road,first flashes of snow, it is dark thenit’s really dark. Forgive me for notwriting for so long, I’ve beenright beside you, one of the vaguerdivinities blocking your way with its needto confess all its botched attempts at love,what started the whole mess. I love this place,its absurd use of balustrade, the chairsthat dig into the spine, motorcyclistspropping their drunk girlfriends in the sun,men playing timed chess with themselves,the guarantees and warnings that entice usto the brink of what they warn about.But we can do no more than pass throughthese rooms and their sudden chillswhere once a plea was entered almostunintentionally that seemed at lastto reveal ourselves to ourselves,immaculate, bereft, deserving to be found.
(Source: eaglegiantw00d, via c-a-p-n)